untitled

me is collapsed.
don't know how to say.
no one will understand.
don't worry, i'm good at faking a smile.

i give up.
i put my hands up.
don't know what to do.
honestly, need someone to tell with.
where are you. why don't you come along.
just same with you, you, you, and all of you.
where have you all been.
me is collapsed.

no one.
i'm alone.
but once again, i'm good at faking a smile.
don't look me deeply in my eyes.
i may lie to you all.
i'm fine.
then i always bother you all.
so don't care at me.
i'm fine, with my loneliness.
even my closest can't see through my behave.
my closest.
sometimes, i feel they close to me.
sometimes they don't know anything about me.
it's already 17 years, almost 18.
but i really love them, so deeply.

i get wrong, my fault.
i'm sorry. mianhaeo.

but now, me is collapsed.